ok..i finally came to a decision abt whether i shd take PGA anot. huh. its President Guides Award. oh well..pga realli takes up alot of time..budden i tink tt oh well..since God asks me to take it..i shall obey..=) thou i dun haf faith in my own time management..but oh weLL..i haf faith in God! YaY~

hahas.okok.footdrill. tts the thing tt has been troubling me for weeks. thinking day. wad formation. standard of the juniors how. will they be able to do it. but they cant even march properly. look at the sec2s.they cant even open sequad properly. sometimes i realli feel tt i make a damn lousy footdrill commander. n i still feel this way. #lift up my face n takes a deep breath# u.guys.shdn.haf.opted.me.to.be.the.cfc.getit?i.cant.even.get.a.single.job.rite. #shakes head#

hais. oh well. the point is thinking day is approaching. the good thing abt it is tt i can get it over n done with soon. but the other thing is tt the day of the parade is approaching. wad if i screw up tt day. "you'll make a fool of urself." tts wad ng said. oh well. i most prob tink tt will happen.=( hais.

aHhhhh. im feelng stressed!.....hais. okok.dun tok bout these things le. it realli gets me into the pms mood. which is NOt GOod.

Valentines day is coming up! wahhahaha. i got a date!=D with my church. hEe..hahas.going for this thingy held in my church for youths ages 11-16 onli..whahha..n im jst at the age limit. wOo~ meaning next yr cant go le.realli happy i can go lahs.cos basically i cant go church.rite. i jst hadta bring tt up again. all tnxs to me being in this stoopid year called sec4. well. to peeps out there tt can go church..pls appreciate the time there. i want oso cannOOot hAFfff.........=(((

nvm nvm.i cant wait to go for solitude in kranji war memorial! sharon promised me!! hahas.sharon!! mus quickly go ok? i cant wait. den at least i can be with my cell members again.=) #stares into space n imagines the coming of tt day#

ohoh..smt realli eRm 'happening' took place today. tiff huiyi n me decided to bake cake in sch. ok, the moment i entered the classroom with the cake in my hands, both jan n cynli stared at me with their eyes.

dorinda: "erm.i dun tink u guys will wanto eat this."
cynli:"we want!"
jan:"are u nuts? of cos we want!"
#trys to hide the cake# dorinda: "but but..its not realli a cake. its lyk all crushed up."
#takes a look at cake# jan: "oh my! the cake looks beautiful man."

ok.enuff said.the shape of the cake realli crumbled into bits n pieces lohs! i reckon it was the flour tt we didn add..ms wong reckon tt it was cos we didn bake long enuff. aniwae, it was still as nice as the previous cakes tasted like lahs. hahas.jan gave thumbs up for it. oh well, i tink i shd never bake in the sch's kitchen again.

okok..its late man.i better go sleep le! feeling so tired. tmr recess got drills!! #roars# cant stand it le. budden hey~ sec2s realli improved. jst wanna tell u guys, tt realli mean aLot n i realli mean ALOT to both joanna and me. yup.