i feel tt i jst lost someone special.
i feel tt i neglected her.
i hope tt time can turn back on me now.
i wish i cld see her smile at me once again saeing
"dorinda! dun worry im here wif u."
im sorry. for placing others before you.
im sorry for getting my priorities wrong.
but i noe theres nothing tt i can do nor say now...
to even let you turn back n say
"u wil always be my best fren."
its been 3 long n tiring years
n u stood by me for my spasticness n foolishness.
u never believed a thing abt those slanders..

but now as i see u move on with life
changing n becoming more n more beautiful everyday
i see u walking away down the road
leaving me alone onli wif regrets n tears.
of not being able to tell u how much i treasure ur frenship
n it hurts to not be able to tok to u lyk b4
n laugh at ur idioticness n remind u of ur loud voice.
im sorry for not being there as a gd fren will.
im sorry for being an idiot tt u thot had changed
but i jst wanna tell u smt...
"my heart has always been the same......."
thank you for making my last 3 years a wonderful time.
for without you i noe..
i'll never be able to stand alone.........

i love you.