i feel irritated. i feel blue.
i feel depressed. i feel totally spastic.


im absolutely disgusted wif myself.

i cant stand the way im leading life now.

im pissed off wif everything tt is lyk going arnd me.

theres jst a list of things tt i needta get on with doing. n tts:

1) stab myself with a knife.
2) bang my head against the wall in my bedroom.
3) blast the music in my room n lock the door.
4) sing "complicated" aloud before shouting my lungs out
5) use a gun n shoot myself.
6) open the window n shutters.
7) sae hallelujah before jumping.

i did it. the greatest accomplishment i ever had. to end my miserable life. n stop the great mistake my mother made for bringing me into this world. n stop all those out there hu is totally irritated wif me to stop being irritated. to make the world smile for finally losing some worthless person.

im great.


i worth nth.


i am nth.


im friendless.




so be it............


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