now at xiaoyi's house..decided to blog..tried playing this song tt xiaoyi calls the "hopeless" song but no matter how hard i tried i cldnt play. well my piano sux aniwae so wadeva. xiaoyi's dad is so li4 hai4 lohs..i realli cant stand it..now i finally understand y i find him so wierd..well tts cos he's an aRtisT..somemore so wellknown tt i cant stand it..wEll..arent artists suppose to b wierd fReaKs? SheeSh...den his paintings re so nice esp his fruits n floweRs..blEah..den the moment u step into the house, you can see frames of newspaper cuttings framed up along the corridor, all publishing xiaoyi's dad n his works..*shakes head* i can nv imagine myself knowing such a famous artist can? hais. well now i oso noe how did xiaoyi n her wierd habits came abt..it jst all started out frm hafing wierd but fasinating parents such as hers..how can anione not turn out lyk her? she was jst saeing no long ago, "wad is ur pErM?(problem)" oh my..cldnt stop luffing n she jst had to sae smt lyk "can u pls stop vining?(whining)" *wraps hand rnd stomach* a stomachache can nv b prevented when shes arnd..oh weLL..we ate kinder surprise today!! *excited* hahas..u noe the eGG chocolate? hahas..inside got toY wan..veri long nv eat le..den xiaoyi was pretty excited bout it toO..buT oH mAn! i hafta put this on my blog lohs..the toy tt xiaoyi gOt was a RABBIT omG! its realli fated tt shes a rabbit loh.okay back to my shanghai tRip..(basically she's lyk laughing right now as she reads wad i jst typed abt her.)

i realli miss life in shanghai now..coming back to singapore jst simply means business time for me..cos i will haf jst so much to do tt i cant stand the kindof life tt im leading. some depression kindof state n wads wif all the pms-es n moodswings tt i haf been hafing lately due to dunno wadever reasons tt i cant stand. well i AM a sensitive freak..n not onli pple close to me can realise tt. went out ystd to shop for pressies for my buddies.went straight after guides w amelia n jes..[i cant believe tt im working on guides the min i came back!] den xiaoyi jst hadta msg me n tell me tt her parents dragged her to taka..so met her to decide on the kindof photoframes tt we wanna get for our buddies..but we jst cldnt make up our minds so didn get anithing in the end. budden she was sweet enuff to get me a garfield frm watsons..=) so swt of her..n she jst hadta borrow tt $15 frm me to getit. but tnx aniwae!

dunno wads wrong wif me..but i tink shanghai jst took away part of me.tts y im feeling pretty down ever since i came back. my mom was lyk telling me tt pple hu come back frm a holiday shd b happy but oh weLL...smt tt strucked me to min i got off the bus along orchard rd..i realise tt time passes realli fast..so fast tt jst to watch it go by makes one breathless. i learn to appreciate many things in my life..n i learnt nv to regret.cos wad is the point if u regret n theres simply no way in which u can make the situation better?........ u will jst b sitting there looking at it but not being able to do anithing. i cant stand the helplessness of it animore..cos this helplessness is worse to watch den tears. pple can jst simply sae "y dun u put ur past behind u." but issit realli tt easy to put ur past behind u? no. im sick n tired of pretending to b someone im not.

*i found my long lost twin sister. her name is doreen. n i seem to haf lost contact w her again. the moment i touched dwn in singapore. ^cRy^*