today was a great dae...or shd i sae tonite was a great nite..:D hahax..cOs i wEnt cHuRcH!!=] it has been a realli long time siNce i wEnt cHUrCh! ahahx..bEen rEaLLi bUSy.=( aniWaE..hOpiNg to gEt bAptiSe man!! hahax...praying realli hard for a break tHru tt my parents will aLLoW..yeah..aniwae i realli poured out everything in my heart during service n over dinner during cELl..yeah..during seRvice, God gave me a vision tt i was cLimbing a stEep mountain, whereby there were many lOosE rOCks tt allow me to stubbLe veri easily. but however, i wasnt at the beGinNing of thE moUntAin, nOr in the MIddLe of it..i waS aCtUaLli at the tOp oF it..He den spokE to me saeing, "Dorinda, ur tRoUbLes re jst lyk theSe lOosE rOcks..tHrUst thEm into My haNds fOr u haF pAsSed thE tRiaLs.." it was realli lyk a great burden lifted off my shoulders! after service, went for dinner wif sharon, jeannette, jang n jiamin. yeah..went macs..hahax..den we had cell over dinnner..shared about prayer points tt we had during the week,den about our life n hows things going on in our family. well.i was realli glad tt i haf a leader such as sharon tt helps spit into my life to mould my character n guide me back to correct path of walking wif God..=) tHx God foR her! she told me tt i tend to rely too much on my feelings, n my feelnigs has been smt tt has affected me alot. well..tts tRue..yeah...told them how i realli felt about not being able to express myself to anione else except God..yeah..dunno..but not one person in this world do i actualli tell my probs toO..hahax..wierd huh? well..i keep them to myself..n tell them to God lahx..so jeannette prayed for me, [jang n jiamin left at 8pm] she prayed tt i wld b able to throw away the mask tt i had been wearing for so long..n many other things lahx...left macs about 8+pm..thot i was going to get scolded by my parents!! cos i told them i wld b home at 7+..oOPs..yeah..plus church was at bukit merah! its a one hour ride to home! which is at yiochukang..not to sae i still haf a 2km walk in frm the busstop..yeah..so i felt realli dead..boarded the bus 855 at 9pm? yeeah....but i realli wanna tnx God, cos its realli tRue..tt He made the distance btwn my house n church seem so much shorter! i hafta change bus u see..so its lyk 40 mins for 855, den 15-20 mins for 163..yeah..budden tonite, the bus ride for 855 onli lasted 15 mins!!! =D oh man..its realli a miracle..but bus ride for 163 was still 20 mins lahhx..haha..but i managed to reach home at 9.45pm..yeah...i realli wanna tnx God for this whole night in which i was able to relate n share wif my cell members abt how i felt bout the week...plus the sermon was jst so related to the kindof situation tt im going thru in present..learnt howta live life how God wants me to live..yeah..most imptly..God told me to let go..cos...if he was the right one, God saes..He wld nv put me thru such pain....=) *pRaYiNg fOr bAptiSm!!!!*